Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004
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10:20 am
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Getting lectured is a bitch. Ok, fine.. I deserved it for not keeping to what I said I'd do and making people worry about me. 'Tousan never keeps up his disciplining long.. he gets interrupted and leaves it hanging. I guess that's a good thing, and he's not nearly so intimidating down the phone.
That was a while ago anyway, no point complaining about it now. I would have whined before but I spent too much time in bed, and not even in a good way. Spending a night outside in the middle of February was a really stupid thing to do. We both got sick, it was quite a pathetic sight. But, the night itself wasn't so bad, quite good actually.. until it got to about 3am and then it was less amusing. We were such a sight on the train home (well..home=school or something).
What time I've had around catching up with schoolwork (the pain!) and the usual club stuff and..experiments, I've had Sengoku around (the pain! ....j/k). Whatever 'Tousan lacks in length with his lecturing, Sengoku makes up for. Constant nagging and poking, especially while I was wanting to be smothered by my pillows and die. Thanks, I feel chastised completely.
Ah..yeah..birthday thing, I'll be home (actual home) this weekend to deliver present. Alone. Kinda late but whatever, happy birthday, aniki.
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Monday, February 16th, 2004
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11:28 am
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*Insert Valentines Day talk here*
...I'm not giving a rundown. Too many damn nosy people read this, ones that get carried away with even the slightest hint that I do the same things they do.
Pity that strawberries are out of season. Not an accurate experiment at all.. will have to shedule a repeat in the summer when they're at their best. Maybe one in between too... you know, for the sake of science.
'Kaasan left me a voicemail message, (I wasn't even aware she knew how.. guess it's not difficult.. but usually it's Sengoku yammering on and on about the master plan rather than being anything useful.) birthday stuff. But.. I already made other plans. I don't know what to do about it. Should probably go home, it's the first time 'Tousan has been home for my birthday in forever. That is, he's supposed to be back, if he actually shows on the day is another matter. The thought counts though. Right?
Was kind of looking forward to the other thing, even made reservations. Guess it can be postponed.. meh.
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Monday, February 9th, 2004
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1:55 am
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I feel fat.
I think I lost the remains of my brain at about 4am this morning.
I keep on hearing R2D2 noises, nothing makes them stop.
I think I'm going mad.
Can't even sleep.
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Thursday, February 5th, 2004
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12:15 am
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Friday, January 30th, 2004
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12:48 am
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Do you people have any idea what you're doing to my email account?
How the hell do you turn off comment notices?
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Thursday, January 29th, 2004
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10:49 am
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Sengoku, I know you'd like me to just drop everything and run to you when you decide you need me, but getting to you from here takes time and effort, and demanding my presence in the middle of the lunch period just isn't practical. I'll try and show up over the weekend, my evenings are pretty busy at the moment with one thing and another so it's hard to get out and back again before curfew. The master plan can wait a few days, it's not in any hurry. Patience, my young padawan.
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Thursday, January 22nd, 2004
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2:08 am
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We're home..(School counts as home)
Despite his lousy state, His Majesty insists on constant cell phone correspondance. I think he's bored and banned from doing anything. Worrying mothers are just like that I guess.
..some of my stuff is missing. Important stuff that's necessary for my intellectual development. Maybe I forgot it. Will have to try and contact that guy.. (hm, seems his name escapes me again.. weird)
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Monday, January 12th, 2004
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1:39 pm
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Sengoku is a big liar. Sengoku is the biggest sheep thief know to man. Sengoku has a weird obsession with claiming himself a princess despite the fact there are no girls here! (aniki, you better watch out.. with your record of being mistaken for a female you're a prime target)
Why do I have a bad feeling I'm going to be dragged into this stupid hunt of his?
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Thursday, January 8th, 2004
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12:03 pm
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There's a big sheep in here.
I have no hat.
I swear I'm still cold from yesterday. We failed to find Sengoku's shoe this morning. Might have been sensible to mark where it was lost before it snowed overnight.
Screwy dreams are back. I hate my subconscious.
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Monday, January 5th, 2004
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3:13 pm
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Something about the whole festive season sucks your will to do a damn thing except eat. And slack. And then eat more. Not that I'm fat.. but a lot of eating happened.
Need to figure out how to make my gift from Mizuki work. Complicated little bugger.
With the eating and the slacking and the excessive amounts of sleeping I forgot about other things.. like finding clothes for new year. Red isn't my colour. Or, I wouldn't have thought it was.. but, at least it wasn't patterned or..floral. Party. More food. All good. Well..save for the random angsting from other people, the grope corner activities and the obligatory digs from aniki.
Earlier during wine hunt? ¬_¬
Dad did manage to show up, a bit late but better than nothing. (That probably sounds snarky.. it's not..really. Just, he's busy.. as usual.)
But, that's all old news. This week.. and for a while to come I'll be stuck here at this lodge. Kind of reminds me of tennis camp, but with more snow and less teacher intervention. Nice enough of the guy (I do know his name.. I've just momentarily misplaced it's record in my memory) to invite everyone. Questioning his ability to set up rooms though. Better for me I suppose, than last time, but still not overly impressed. If I hear one mention of 15 minutes my dear roomate will be sleeping in the hall. Just a pity that it might not phase him
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Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
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10:13 am
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Home for Christmas. The cat came with me. Keeping an animal in secret in the schools dorms is far too difficult, even for a few days. It's wandering around here now, well.. technically it's sat on my ass right at this moment, but it was wandering earlier. Typing while lying down is suddenly more annoying with it there.
Not sure what aniki thinks of it as a gift, I didn't really stick around after the 'hi..here..' moment earlier..(not that I was embarassed over giving a mushy present or something stupid, I just had stuff to do). It needs a name though, can't keep calling it 'it'. I know what I'd like to call it now it's proving it's enjoyment of getting it's claws in my butt but.. I don't really think he'll go for that.
Is kind of early to be giving stuff but it's not like I can keep it hidden. Not with a family who are incurably nosy.
Dad's supposed to be back sometime today. Christmas flights are hell though.
I still need to give Hajime his gift, with all that hymn singing rubbish we were too busy to do anything properly. -___- didn't help that I haven't played so much as a note since I quit taking lessons to concentrate on tennis. It went ok though, no mistakes or anything. So.. present exchange is going to be a bit late but we can at least do it right. That counts.. I think. Hope so anyway.
Need to quit watching the clock, flight's not due in for another hour anyway.
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Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
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2:04 pm
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Weirdness abounds. Atobe reindeers, weekends at home, random phonecall from Mizuki's mother and then an unexpected roomie. We don't do room share.. well, not unless there are spiders around, but that didn't stop him flopping in.
Don't ask me what Kisarazu was so upset about, I got no real sense out of him since he was kinda out of it.. Not like he likes talking much anyway.. but whatever, it's not like him crashing here was a major inconvenience. I'm guessing something duck-shaped happened. I'll have to go sit on Shinya 'til he confesses what evil he's been doing to the poor guy this time around.
I've been shopping two weeks in a row. This hurts. But I did get presents bought (my poor minimal amount of money is looking even more pathetic now), just have one thing left to get but I'm stumped. Ugh...hell to it, I'll come up with something.
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Monday, December 1st, 2003
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4:00 pm
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I survived. Colour me surprised. Actually don't mention colour.. after too much teasing about tinting and plucking my eybrows and tipping my hair and the 'oh my doesn't he have cute eyes'... ugh. Don't see what's so wrong with my eyebrows anyway.. and I'm not dumb just because I had to ask what the hell tipping was..
Stop whinging.
There.. :D happy face.
It went good. After the initial face-off between me and Hajime's mother.. and then a repeat performance with his father. I wish I could report in detail about my strength in the face of such adversity.. but I was just a great big ball of polite-wussness the entire time. Probably a good thing. Although there's only so often you can stand getting your cheeks pinched.. I'm pretty sure my left cheek is overstretched and sagging right now.
Will go home this weekend.. I already called and let them know which caused some weird shock reaction. Maybe they forgot who I am during the last couple of months.. or maybe they're more used to me just showing up unannounced. Maybe it was a bit weird to call ahead and make sure it was ok.
Ah.. and I replayed Atobe. Lost. 7-5. The ego's return is pretty annoying but it's better than the depressed angst.. that just doesn't suit the guy. By losing I've done my bit in settling the problems at Hyoutei. Doesn't change the fact that the school seems to be full of shallow minded fanboy/girl idiots mind you.
Should go do something productive but that requires effort. Maybe I'll just slob here for the rest of the day until I drown in my own laziness.
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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
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4:18 pm
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Should be typing up notes for Classics.. I'm stuck thinking about this instead. Things that make me happy..since I was asked:
Wasting away time talking crap with Saeki
Having dad to myself on the rare occassion I get to see him
Being spoiled with dessert and plenty of it
Yumi-chan predicting something nice for a change
Spending lazy hours in the coffee house while they have their live band in
Hajime; everything about him, everything that comes with being with him..
Succeeding at something I've worked hard for
The cold side of a pillow in the morning
Watching aniki play seriously
I need to make an effort to be less of a grouch sometimes since I only end up feeling guilty afterwards. But it's a kneejerk reaction these days, the kind of bad habit that's really hard to break. Nail chewing, feet tapping.. auto-bitching..
Will go home. For sure... just not this weekend because it's weekend of doom.
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Friday, November 21st, 2003
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3:36 pm - Saeki...
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You, me... a little dinner.. some soft music... candles *wink-nudge*, meet me tomorrow after classes.
...yeah I'm bored, shut up. We have a date >P
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Wednesday, November 19th, 2003
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11:40 am - --In order to read this properly please insert Jaws theme music--
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Nerves. Stupid things, getting all uptight over something that shouldn't be a big deal. I'm just going to try and ignore them. So far that's not working ¬_¬;
Meeting your boyfriend's parents is supposed to be panic-attack inducing I guess. I'm not supposed to like it. And I already subjected Hajime to my lot.. though I didn't technically introduce him as my boyfriend.. and still haven't mentioned it. Pretty sure Yumi-chan knows.. but she tends to know everything anyway, I never could hide anything from her.. quite frustrating. But I'm sidetracking. The point is Hajime's parents do know about us! I am so going to evaporate from panic before I even get to the weekend.
I will get around to visiting my own parents at some point. My weekends just seem to get swallowed up before I've had a chance to blink lately. But.. it has been a couple of months now. Guilt will start kicking in soon.
It's Kisarazu's birthday tomorrow.. but he's been in a foul mood lately. >.> He'd better appreciate my gift buying efforts. Even more so my shoddy wrapping skills. (Very unfair when whining and poking still doesn't get you any help from your supposedly loving partner in wrapping up things in shiny paper. He knows he's better at that stuff than me and just prefers to see me strangling myself with sellotape and ribbon rather than lending a hand. Ribbon is fun for other things though... >D revenge was sweet.)
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Monday, November 10th, 2003
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1:14 pm
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I need to see a shrink.
Really. I think there's something very wrong with me. First that damned moustachey dream and now this. It's twisted! There's some dark, rank part of my mind that likes to take over the rest of it while it's defenseless in sleep. I spend much time reassuring myself that I'm the only normal one in a very worrying family.. but what if I'm not? What if I have the same madness inducing Fuji gene as all of them? What if mine's just subtle.. Isn't that even worse?!
Doomed. Forever. A victim of my own familys dark history..
Too much talk about genes ¬_¬ And some semi-quoting of MGS2. All this makes me think Solid Snake thoughts. And though I have perfected my own Snake style sneakage and would very much like to have an ass that looks that good in rubber (shut up, don't ask!) I don't really want that screwed up a life. (Though damn, if it gets you near certain blondes).
How did I get from worrying about dreams to almost admitting to thoughts of molesting fictional characters.. perfectly formed fictional characters. Ones that cartwheel while naked.
So many possibilities..
And since I feel like it:
..but still not as big a girl as aniki
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Monday, November 3rd, 2003
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3:29 pm
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Free. Thank god. I've never loved my dorm room this much. I think I would have suffered some kind of filth-poisoning if I'd stayed in Akazawas room much longer. But, now he's on report for it. See me be amused. Not that I, in my continuing innocence, had anything to do with this. I definitely didn't happen to make any passing comments to vindictive dorm monitors.
I managed to love and loathe those spiders. Loved them for the first couple of weeks, hated their bouncy, multi-legged guts for the rest of it. But it's all fine, I am safely and confortably back in my own room. No more toxic health hazards, and no more neat freak. Though the neat freak is far more easy to deal with because he happens to be more attractive. That and the fact you can appease him with small favours so he doesn't get so shitty over random socks not being in the laundry basket. Akazawa on the other hand probably wouldn't recognise his laundry basket if it came up and kicked him in the face. His socks are not so much a mild annoyance as a full on cheesey army waiting to swallow your soul. 'sweat socks' is such a horribly accurate name.
That..Halloween party was, well, mildly stupid. More stupid was my costume, remind me not to allow myself to be convinced so easily when faced with cute, pleading face. My legs were not meant to be in tights. Then again I'm pretty sure aniki's legs could have benefitted from some tights. Any amount of fabric really. Hotpants are very scary things. If I wasn't quite so surprised (and a little worried) I might have been amused by his and Tezuka's joint demonstration of the term 'novelty prostitute'.
As long as my Peter Pan thing kept Hajime entertained I guess it was worth sticking around for an hour. But it's really awkward to go to Hyoutei so soon after beating them. At least.. I'm pretty sure it was that and not my tights that were causing those looks. Next time he's not getting away with 'I have a headache'. Especially not when he seemed perfectly fine (not to mention extremely pleased with himself) when I got back. Kind of like the cat that got the cream (and the catnip.. and the little mice with bells in).
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Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
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9:21 am
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¬_¬ If I find out what interfering bastard opened their big mouth I'll be having my messy revenge.
Not amused.
Not even slightly.
In fact you can go ahead and call me completely and utterly unamused to the extent of being just slightly pissed off.
I'll be packing up my stuff now >{
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Sunday, October 19th, 2003
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10:41 pm - 6-1
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...If someone wants to wake me up and explain what happened this afternoon go ahead. Not just the beating of Hyoutei.. but more the..how..
We got underestimated.. but then I think I joined the Hyoutei team in being under the impression that we were going to get trampled too. When we lost doubles 2 I figured that was pretty much it. Until Yanagisawa and Kisarazu completely whipped their opponents. We went down again in singles 3 but Mizuki brought it back against Akutagawa. (I had to restrain myself from turning into a girl at cheering him on XD i think i deserve cookies for managing to keep my cool.)
So.. then it was down to me. Against Atobe. I think all smart money was going on me getting my ass handed to me. Maybe on a nicely polished silver dish.
Now.. I know we had this stupid coffee based sparkle contest going on. And I told him I was going to win.. and did lots of other posturing.. but I didn't actually expect to. He took the first game.. and once again I figured I was screwed.. but then I just decided 'screw it' and played on regardless.
He didn't get another game.
I may be in shock. So was everyone else by the look of it.
Have to go meet him later for coffee.. since he's now obliged to pay for it. Until then I'll be continuing my goldfish impression and gaping and not making and sense.
current music: The Pillows - I Think I Can
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